Sometimes it feels good (it's one of the most beautiful feelings a person could have), sometimes it's the most horrible feeling a person could live. What to do? That's the biggest question. My heart made me take the wrong options, every day, over and over again. And I always feel than "that's (that ¿bad? option) what my life need". But NO. It's later when bad thoughts came into to my life. bad thoughts about what? Maybe this: to NEVER be loved again. And that's what kills me, finally. What I need it's a new heart, a heart ready to be loved.